Poem I wrote... and I barely cut anymore

"The world will not fall apart"
I thought in my head
But that wouldn't help
the blood from my wrists that shed

The world began to spin
The ground began to shake
I collapsed on the ground
Unknown if i would wake

I then woke up
Under bright red hospital lights
My arms heavily bandaged
An IV in my hand bites

I let out a sigh
That I didn't die
But deep inside of me
I was glad that I'm alive

Soon I didn't have
The IV feeding me blood anymore
I thought through what happened
And decided I would open a new door