I'm gonna be in Zeph's new blog and I'm so excited :] And sorry for never really posting :P

bwahahaha!!

Get a Voki now!

Imma try to blog more..

:D So today nothing really happened.. I had flute lessons in the morning and then i went home and did nothing :P Gah, I'm so fucking bored.. I hope Racheal will get on..

Poem I wrote... and I barely cut anymore

"The world will not fall apart"
I thought in my head
But that wouldn't help
the blood from my wrists that shed

The world began to spin
The ground began to shake
I collapsed on the ground
Unknown if i would wake

I then woke up
Under bright red hospital lights
My arms heavily bandaged
An IV in my hand bites

I let out a sigh
That I didn't die
But deep inside of me
I was glad that I'm alive

Soon I didn't have
The IV feeding me blood anymore
I thought through what happened
And decided I would open a new door

TODAY IS MIKEY'S BIRTHDAY!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIKEY WAY!!!! I wore a shirt I made that says "HAPPY 28TH BIRTHDAY MIKEY WAY!!!" on the front and "MICHEAL JAMES WAY, the bassist of, MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE" on the back :P thats for people who don't know who Mikey is
and I made a polyvore set and youtube video for his birthday!!

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I WAS ONE OF THE FIRST PEOPLE TO LISTEN TO IT!!! AND I STARTED STAYING ON THE PAGE SINCE 2,000 I THINK... I DIDNT DISCOVER IT QUICKY... BUT THE SONG IS SOOO AWESOME!!! BUT DIFFERENT...

Dorney Park!!

So theres this pretty awesome amusment park an hour from where i live called Dorney park and they have REALLY fun rollar costers there. i went on the Hydra 4 times, Talon 6 times, Laser 2 times, Steel Force once [that ride had a too long line, but it was fucking amazing/scary!], and the Voodoo was closed D: and guess whats the important part?
I SAW MIKEY WAY
he was in the line for the Talon. i am not kidding, it was him. well it was this dude who had long [dyed] black hair and he was really skinny and his face was EXACTLY like Mikey's. but he was wayyy in head of line then me and i wanted to cut the line to go up to him and ask him if he is Mikey and tell him about how MCR saved my life and stuff, but there was this security guard watching everyone to make sure that there was no cutting or anything, and i STILL wanted to go to him, even if i got kicked out, but i was with my mom and if i did goo up to him, my mom would ground me from music D: and a lot of other things, i know. so i just somehow resisted from running up to him :[

JESUS WAS A JEW, SO SANTA WAS A MUSLIM

so yesterday, august 21st, i found out a lot more about Satanism. it actually makes sense and stuff and isnt about worshipping satan!! so i made a set about it :D. and im gonna post a couple of my sets :D

YAY!!!

guys, i found where my parents were hiding my macbook!! (actually i found this out about a week ago :P) so i'll be able to be on regularly. i never felt like writing this post before, but now i did :D

Banned From Internet

Yeah I am. Cops came to my house a week ago because of me. I don't want to talk about it. I got banned a week ago too, so I'm sneaking on right now. I'll try to post every time I can get on. And something good is my dad might let me still check my email. So please email me at:

theblackparadelives@yahoo.com

or

myxchem@gmail.com

thanks

I'm Leaving For Math/Science Camp Tomorrow

Yeah and like how i was saying, it's gonna SUCK. Tomorrow morning i have to get up at 8:30 (YEAH) and go on a 4 HOUR CARE DRIVE to get to the camp all the way in Maryland. And that isnt the worst. (im gonna repreat what i already told you guys)

No one I know is going to the camp (except these 2 fucktards that my brother is friends with) and I'm HORRIBLE at making friends (thats why i barely have any that i know in person), so I'll probably be all alone by myself there and being tortured by math/science lectures in classes. And the WORST is I'm going to miss INTERNATIONAL MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE DAY and all of the parties that will happen online that day!! (my parents won't let me bring my macbook) That's the worst defiantly! But it supposed to ever so slightly fun because everyone gets to go to fun places everyday or something (like field trips), so that might be interesting. And at the end there's gonna be a dance and the kids there can suggest the music to play earlier, so you all know what I'm going to ask for :]

but its still gonna be a NIGHTMARE

and this will be probably my last blog for 2 WEEEKS so bye!!

IM GOING TO NEW FUCKING JERSEY!!

YEAH I AM!!!! Well, I'm going to the Adventure Aquarium or whatever the name is in NEW FUCKING JERSEY!!! And even though today it high 93 degrees, I'm bringing my My Chem hoodie and wearing it OUTSIDE! WOOOT WOOOT!!!! So yeah, im excited-ish! and i like aquariums :]

so im leaving really soon

sooooo bye!!

im BORED

so yeah im bored as hell right now =/ but at least Racheal is online :] YAY!

so today was pretty bad because my dad stayed home from work (dammit!) and i accidentlly said dams in front of him, so he banned me from the internet all day =/ yeah it sucked

but now im on and bored!! WOOT!!

:[

Today was really boring, but a few minutes ago my dad was yelling at me for watching MCR interviews and was really pissed off and gave me a lecture about why MCR is "trash music" and will "ruin" me. He's just fucking brainwashed by listening to classical music and opera o_O and he said that if i want to like something, at least have to be good/meaningfull. I know that I'm not supposed to be offended by any of it, but the way my dad says it and his expression, it really makes me mad and sad. I wish my parents could understand why MCR is so important to me and how they saved my life tons of times =/ but if i did tell them, they would immeadiatly say MCR brainwashed me or something and ban me from listening to them. They already threatened me with that a lot and it's horrible. But if they do ban me, i swear to god (even though I don't believe in god), i would run away until they said sorry and let me listen to MCR again.

wow that was long

Fucking Bored

No one is online and it fucking sucks =[ so i decided to take pictures of random things in my room with my good ol' macbook :] so yeah...

outside of one of my bedroom windows. its very sunny today...

a music box i got on my trip to China :]

this is the ONLY time you will see my middle finger not painted black...

a slinky :]

my gigantic collection of sharpies... be jealous :]

my awesome headphones

a side view of my face. i made it "glow" with my macbook :]

guess what my favorite book is? and i made it look like comicbook-ish i guess :P

listening to music :]

beanie baby

bracelet i got in china :]

a penguin stuffed animal i got when i went to NY last year or so :]

I had to get a physical checkup today =[

Yeah and it was sooo creepy. This doctor person looked over my entire body (EW!) and i had to pee in a cup for a urine check, and i had TO GET A SHOT!! AHHH!! I HATE shots if you didn't know that. I know they don't hurt much, but I still hate them. And my brother's friend from Maryland came over to stay for a week :[ and the worst? I HAVE TO GO TO A 2 WEEK MATH&SCIENCE SLEEPOVER CAMP!!! It's going to fucking suck. Reasons?

1. Nobody I know is going to be there, so I have to make new friends (which i suck at most)

2. I AM GOING TO MISS INTERNATIONAL MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE DAY (July 23rd)

3. I HATE math and science (well doesn't everyone?)

I don't feel like typing right now, but trust me, there are BILLIONS of more reasons =/

HOLY SHIT!

HOY SHIT LOOK AT RAY'S HAIR!!

I sooo wish I had hair like his =/ and yeah its 12:29 a.m here and im damn bored because no one is online *whimpers in corner*

Quizzes :]

Since i saw in Racheal's old blog she does many quizzes, i decided to do some myself :]

Your Inner Color is Purple

Your Personality: You're a dreamer and visionary. You believe you were put on this earth to do something great. You in Love: You're very passionate but often too busy for love. You need a partner who sees your vision and adopts it as their own. Your Career: You need a job that helps you make a difference. You have a bright future as a guru, politician, teacher, or musician.

What's Your Inner Color?

interesting...

You Are an Emo Rocker!

Expressive and deep, lyrics are really your thing. That doesn't mean you don't rock out... You just rock out with meaning. For you, rock is more about connecting than grandstanding.

What Kind of Rocker Are You?

i AM NOT emo, but whatever :P

You Are Punk Music

You've thought long and hard about what mainstream society has to offer... And you've pretty much decided that most normal things aren't for you. You're creative, expressive, and likely to do things yourself. You are a rebel and a fighter. You'll defend your point of view to anyone.

What Kind of Music Are You?

that matches me :]

You Communicate With Your Ears

You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker. What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions. You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself. Music is very important to you. It's difficult to find you without your iPod.

How Do You Communicate?

thats very true :] but not about talking to myself lol

My Faith-Bracelet

So whoever is reading this... do you have a faith-bracelet? I have had mine for a WHILE now :]
Here is mine:

I took the photo in the dark because it looks cool :]

My FIrst Post!!

so this blog will be all about a MCR obsessed girl who does have lots of shit going on in her life, but MCR and her friends help her :] my first post: Today was AWESOME because it's RAY TORO'S BIRTHDAY!!! And I FINALLY GOT MY MCR HOODIE!! YAY!!!  
so yeah :]